Chapter 230 She Wants to Be a Cheating Female Lead Too
elf still able to breathe.A feeling of being pulled back from the brink of death made her sob uncontrollably, but after two cries, as if suddenly remembering something, she looked down and saw Fu Zimo..."Madam..." Qingzhu's throat was choked with emotion, her heart aching for Qin Luoyan.
Qin Luo'yan turned her head and saw the heartache in Qing Zhu's eyes. She suddenly understood what it meant. She was moved. Qing Zhu was not related to her by blood or marriage, but she still worried about her at this time. She was a kind girl.
“I'm fine, don't worry. In the beginning, your lord thought I was a courtesan, but he still married me as a concubine. Compared to this, my lack of dowry is nothing. Besides, you forgot, didn't the Emperor promise me a prestigious family But now that my father has found me, there's no need for the Emperor to bother finding me a foster father.”
Qin Luo's smile remained composed, as if none of this had affected her at all. But was that really the case Perhaps only she knew what bitterness lay hidden beneath that serene expression.
A happy and illustrious family, who wouldn't want one But some things can't be obtained just by wanting them. If fate has already dealt us this hand, it's better to face reality sooner than to daydream.
The shopkeeper again helped Qin Luo smoke choose several well-made wedding dresses. After some careful consideration, Qin Luo smoke chose one that was both of good quality and price, and settled on it. The shopkeeper called a tailor to measure her size and promised to deliver it personally to the Wuxuan王府 in two days.
Although Chen was unhappy, she still offered to pay for Qin Luoyan's most expensive item. Chen was willing to buy it for her.
However, Qin Luoyan didn't even bother to say a word to her, merely completing the transaction with the shopkeeper and leaving with Qingzhu. From beginning to end, Qin Luoyan treated Chen as if she were invisible.
After Qin Luoyan got into the carriage and left, Chen stood at the door of the tailor shop and spat fiercely, "What a thing, thinking that climbing onto Prince Wuxuan's lap makes her someone important! She's still just a lowly wretch!"
Though she said so, Chen still couldn't help but feel stifled in her heart. She thought for a moment, then tore at her clothes a little, and rubbed her eyes red, fiercely glaring at the maidservants beside her, "Do you know how to speak when returning to the General's Mansion"
Several maids looked at each other, and finally a quick-witted one stepped forward and said, "We know the mistress was bullied outside, and the fourth young miss encountered it but even helped the outsider bully the mistress."
Chen was then satisfied and nodded, "Be smart!"
Several maidservants, their breaths caught in their throats, could only nod repeatedly in affirmation.
Sunlight streamed through the leaves and landed on the surface of the pond, creating dazzling ripples that mesmerized the eyes.
Qin Luoyan took the fish food and sat in the pavilion by the pond, casually throwing a few pellets down. Immediately, a large group of carp gathered, some as big as a ruler long.
But her gaze was fixed on the colorful fish, yet her thoughts drifted unconsciously far away.
Qingzhu was holding Xiaoyijing and teasing her. Xiaoyijing seemed half asleep, only opened her eyes for a glance, then went back to sleep under the warm sunlight.
"Qingzhu, you said your lord has been busy with something these days, right" Qin Luoyan came back to her senses and subconsciously asked this question.
Fu Zi Mo had disappeared from her sight for two days now. This entire palace was filled with his people, and besides Qing Zhu, she didn't feel like anyone would tell her the truth.
However, when Qing Zhu heard her question, a troubled expression appeared on her face. She sighed deeply, "I knew Madam would ask me sooner or later. Seeing that you've been holding it in for two days, I'm actually quite anxious too."
"Qingzhu, you tell me, my psychological resilience is far stronger than you imagine." Qin Luoyan's mouth twitched a wry smile. As intelligent as she was, how could she not guess the twists and turns behind this However, she refused to believe it.
She had seriously pondered many times why, despite being a modern person and an intellectual, she was so miserable in ancient times. Why couldn't she be like those female protagonists in穿越 dramas, with a halo of protagonist power from birth No matter what they did, they seemed to level up and defeat monsters like a game, rising steadily in status
But, reality is cruel. How could luck always be on her side
It's said that this place has a patriarchal society, and the idea that women can't seek work outside their husbands' permission is not something she alone can change. Just like those Western scientists in the 18th century, they possessed scientific knowledge and technology, but in the eyes of ordinary people who were ignorant and backward, they were considered monsters and were to be burned alive!
How many scientists who grasped the truth but were not recognized died with resentment Were they not powerful enough Were their ideas not advanced enough
But in the end, didn't they, unlike others, die at the hands of ordinary people after experiencing that feeling of being the only one awake while everyone else was drunk
To put it simply, if you're at work and in a meeting, you share an idea that you believe is absolutely correct, but everyone else disagrees. Even if you are the one with the truth, wouldn't the outcome still be failure
Now, Qin Luoyan deeply feels this! In this society, the thoughts and ideas of countless people are still stuck in the feudal period. Before she reaches a high position to express her views, wouldn't that be courting death
Her mind was in turmoil. She waited for a long time, but Qing Zhu didn't speak. She could only shake her head helplessly, "Forget it, you are loyal to your master Wang Ye, there is nothing wrong with that."
"Madam..." Her words instead brought a tinge of guilt to Qingzhu's heart. Qingzhu hesitated for a moment, then gritted her teeth and said, "Madam, it's common for men to have three wives and four concubines. As long as the King still has you in his heart, that is enough."
Look, anyone would think that she's already incredibly fortunate to receive Fu Zimo's affection with her status. If she asks for more, it would just make people think she's greedy and insatiable.
But Qin Luoyan seemed to have heard something in his tone, “Fu Zimu, are you with Yun Xiaoxing”
Qing Zhu was startled, bit her lower lip, and nodded.
"Just a few days, and I can't help but feel this way." Qin Luoyan smiled sarcastically, then suddenly stood up. "But hiding all the time isn't my style. Let's go take a look and see what's going on. I still want to see it with my own eyes."
"Madam, are you really going to" Qingzhu didn't expect Qin Luoyan to make such a request.
Qin Luoyan tidied her clothes, making herself appear less disheveled. "Of course I'm going!" she said. She wanted to see just how cold that man could be!
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